A rule broken: A trance of tunnel visioning someone and throwing other relationships out/being careless because you’re focusing on one/want to improve that one relationship. I care about everyone. They come first unless they insist on curiosity in me. I’m an open book, I answer every question. Just ask. I don’t change how I act to please one person. This is who I am. I don’t do shallow relationships and I don’t fall easy. I have dignity. I will not throw it away for someone. If you leave me, I’m strong. Not needy. I don’t cling but I have a problem when a lack of interest is displayed from the other. I treat people how they treat me if they deal with me less than kind. I am not arrogant, I accept my faults and strive to change them. I am broken and hurting but I will keep going. I don’t want to whine and complain. I don’t bring up problems unless someone notices something is wrong. If they don’t, they don’t care enough. Filters people who care from ones that don’t. Regardless I will care about them if they’ve peaked my curiosity. I feel people. I am happy when I help them and when I make them smile. I’m an emotional crutch. Use me. I do not judge or criticize people. When I do it is because I’ve learned more about them and want to help. I try not to though, don’t want to be like my dad. Catch more bees with honey than vinegar. I will fight for you. I’m fierce and protective. I forgive and always hope to preserve relationships. You won’t meet another like me and I’m sure I won’t meet another like you. I found love is unlimited, so is care. Give it generously and as it might hurt, it’s worth it. I used to be bitter before finding this. I can be dramatic and an airhead. I’m a shape shifter. The tone I deal with certain people vary with others. I’m adaptable. I loath dishonesty and pity. Especially if the former is caused by the latter. I try to be honest more. “I tend to trade in the ones who care about me for the ones who can care less about me.” I think because I know it’s real with those who care. I run away from people it can get real with; especially if it’s love. I don’t run away out of fear. More like I know I can’t give them my all mainly because of how unstable my life is. It works in a jinxed way. I don’t want to disappoint them or hurt them because I too care about them immensely. This mainly applies for love; but the quote is for all situations. It’s a terrible thing because I end up hurting them more..that I opt for something fantasy-like. They might misunderstand it as I favor fantasy more than them (real). I know those fantasy-like things can develop and destroy me. It’s what happened with my first love. Yet I still do this simply because a fantasy can vanish even if a faint memory remains. Something real leaves scars for both involved and sometimes screws up the relationship in general. I’m trying to change that. I love expression. I’m mystified by the inner workings of people. I must know the reason why for things, even if it hurts. I notice the smallest things..observing is second nature. I’m very jealous and sometimes unrightly so. I work hard to control it. Speaking of which; I think it the best trait: control.